Reflections

from On the Verge EP by Calculus

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lyrics

Don't know where it started
Don't know how I got here
All I know is that I
Don't wanna have them leering
Over everything I do
Just believe me, you
I'll get out of this place
Hopefully one day soon
It hurts to have them hating
I'm in such a state and
It's so infuriating
And from the mouths of Satan
They speak words of injustice
Because I did you wrong
But I should have known
From the start, all along that
It's hard to trust someone
And let them get so close
And when the day is done
They're the ones that you love most
And they break down that wall
And they find a way inside
And you regret it all
So many nights you've cried

I wish I was a better person
That I treated you right
I wish I had enough courage in me
To lose a fight, but
I always was too proud
My voice was way too loud
It always lifted itself up
Way up above the clouds
I've always had trouble telling you how I felt, but
Leaving you was the thing
That most probably dealt the
Biggest blow
Of this entire situation here
Just listen to these words and think
Just forget my dear
All the troubles we had
And all the time we lost
I always thought I was right
Now look what it has cost
I was so happy
Now I'm sad and lonely and depressed
Constantly reminiscing
Hoping we have something left

Ohh-whoa-oh-oh
Ohh-whoa-oh-oh
Ohh-whoa-oh-oh
Ohh-whoa-oh-oh

I look in the mirror
And what do I see
A reflection of uncertainty
I try to see clearer
But it's not up to me
What I've tried to be

Ohh-whoa-oh-oh
Ohh-whoa-oh-oh
Ohh-whoa-oh-oh
Ohh-whoa-oh-oh

credits

from On the Verge EP, released February 6, 2013
Written by: Callum Murray
Guitars/drums/bass/vocals: Callum Murray
Produced by: David Wilson
Recorded at: David Wilson Recordings

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Calculus Albury, Australia

Calculus is a hybrid of rock and hip hop, drawing from influences such as Metallica and Ozzy Osbourne to Eminem or Tupac, Jeff Buckley to the Red Hot Chili Peppers. He tells stories through the use of dynamic musical arrangements and well-flowing lyrics, each songs a unique tale. ... more