Lately I've been feeling a little under the weather
But I don't know whether to tell you or not
Lately I've been feeling that I can't get better
So I just take a shot
Then I take another
Coz I'm down in the drinks
Don't know what to think
That maybe I should rot
And destroy my body
On alcohol and coffee
But it doesn't seem like a lot
Coz when you start
You just can't stop
Drop everything is falling apart
Cough medicine
Heart's pumping anything
But the blood
Thick as mud
Bud's better than
Fuck, no synonym
To explain feeling this way
Deranged, killing my brain
Stains wanting to stay away
Drilling
So insane, still isn't tame
Names running my brain
To blame you for this game
That I'm winning in
(Drink)
You know I wanna sink every last drop
(Drink)
You know I wanna drink till I can't stop
Drink till my words slur
Worse than a curse word
Ride home in hearses
And write verses
That concern her
(Think)
You know I cannot think when I drink this
(Think)
You know I can't resist doing this shit
Think about these words
Sit, hitting up a verse
Lit cigarettes to nurse
Pit, edging up my nerves

And I just want someone to come
And save me from myself
I am crying out for help
Right now
So please
Save me from myself

I'm sitting in the corner
Feel so insane
My life's all out of order
Not in the right
Frame of mind
I came to find
Everything that's made inside
This case of mine
Did you hear that?
This here is a story
It needs to be told
It's not really that gory
It's about how I mould myself
And hold myself
Killing off the cold and well
Going to hell
Sitting in this
(Prison cell so)
Tears running down my cheeks
(And I fell low)
Straight from my very peak
I'm weak and tired
I seek to find
My little wires decide
These different signs
Try to hide em
But if you let me speak
Straight from the heart, you'll see
How everything was
Falling apart for me
It was my only option to drown in seas
Of expensive little friends
Their name's whiskey
This reality's haunting me
Scaring me, taunting me
Honestly it's frightening
It's striking me as hard to see
With these dreams, memories
Put to rest with this Turkey
Failing tests
My fuckin' vision's blurry
I learned to put my faith into something else
Something that's in a bottle and sits on the shelf
Something that's always there when I'm needing help
Something that listens to my screaming yells

And I just want someone to come
And save me from myself
I am crying out for help
Right now
So please
Save me from myself

I just want someone to come
Save me from myself
I am crying out for help
Right now
So please
Save me from myself